If they think the group isn't committed then they won't fund us. Not showing or telling them I'm the only committed officer would hinder approval. It's so difficult because we want to do things to get more members, but without enough participation to start with we can't do anything.

It's not that this affects my self-worth, just my self-confidence. I'm so frustrated with my memory damage and so tired of trying for anything. It's so pointless to try!