Thank you Sky and Capp

I did feel better yesterday (as well as today). Hey, I feel down right good. First, it was good to find a job posting I could apply to, second, it was good to not naysay myself out of the steps it took to do the e-mailing bit.

I'm even beginning to get back a bit of hope-faith-self-confidense.
I've also just started the book, The Artists Way. I'm loving doing something creative. Yesterday I went grocery shopping and my first stop was to the store that sold 3 subject note books - yet like school supplies and a fresh pack of cheap big mecanical pencils. I bought orange, it matches our kayaks! And in the pack of pencils was a black one with an orange pocket clip, like I said, it matches my newest kayak. It is mostly orange and white with black trim.

Thanks so much for the support. It makes being positive about myself much easier.