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all it takes is some stress to send me over the edge...
I didn't allow myself to bite though, and it stirred anger in me. Did breathing to help... it didn't do much. The calmer I was the sadder I was... so I thought maybe drawing would help... but it just made things worse. I curled up for awile- thinking of the reality of the situation being that these things are happening without probable cause...so I was just curled a little while...different feelings came and went. As I contemplated the idea maybe it was a neurological thing or maybe I'm just psychotic or something. Breakdown came and went...and now I feel ill. And still unstable.
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