Well, today was the services for Gary. My beautiful grandson Larz wanted to go, so he came with me. We sat with my 2 daughters and Larz was attached to my hip. He was hugging me like mad and all of a sudden just started crying. I had told him before we went into the church that he was under no obligation to stay for the service if he felt too upset. So he took his grammie up on that idea and asked if it was ok to leave.

So of course grammie said yes and off we went. He mentioned being hungry at least 3 or 4 times and I knew what that meant LOL. Since it was only a little after 10am, I decided to pull into McDonalds' so he could have some breakfast....that put a smile on his face

So I didn't get to stay for the service....and that's ok. I've already had my say to him in prayer and thoughts. He knows how I feel.....he knows I will miss him and he knows that I'm mad at him but will always love him.

I do hope and pray we have some peace soon......I don't know how much more this family can take.

Thank you one and all for your love and support. It means the world to me.

Love always,
sabby