I am tempted to call my psychiatrist and ask for a blood test sheet thingy. She deals with my thyroid problem so maybe she'd do this for me too. If not, she could probably refer me to a specialist of some kind so I can skip the whole sit in the ER for 14 hours whil nurses stare at me thinking, "Well thats a stupid reason to come."

When I had a stomach ulcer a while back a nurse actually came out and asked me why I didn't just take an antiacid. Turned out it had started bleeding, hence the vomitting of blood.

I am in a bad mood right now. I had a nose bleed earlier that wouldn't stop. This scares me because my brother had leukemia when I was a kid and even though I know I don't have cancer, it's like a really horrible reminder.

I will be seeing a doctor. I just need to think of when I can go.