Yes, I don't know if this is what they call "hypervigilance". It is when a person is on high alert like something horrid is about to happen and nothing is happening NOW. some in our system have had this to an extreme, but it is better now because of therapy and some inner healing and some help from God.

It is awful and I am sorry you feel this way. But you are not alone. I suspect many, many of DID folks have this.

I'd suggest you "talk to your head", ask some questions of the others and see if they can tell you what is going on and why now. I am sorry you feel so bad. hugs and a prayer if you want them,

leslie and leah