What do you do when you dont know who is who inside?
i am aware a few but i know there is more - i think they cannot talk..
i dont know these .. it is frustrating not being able to connect with any of them or control who is out and when .. so i isolate alot .. so as to not have to go through the embarrasement of not remembering things..or people .. or conversations.. so isolation is my only tool that works for me on bad days.
How can you journal when there are so many with so many different thoughts? . .

plus my new t - i think does not like us .. i dont think she believes the extent of this .. only seen her once though. we just get that impression..
cuz we do not have insurance anymore and are on a sliding scale..
being poor i suppose makes all the difference..