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Originally Posted by Auroralso
why did I post this to begin with.
Because if you don't stop the disoredered eating ,
You won't get in touch with the feelings , memories , and a whole lot of other stuff.
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I agree with this entirely - and it is one of the reasons I can't stop the disordered eating....
I don't WANT to get in touch with the feelings, memories and other stuff.
It is too painful!
Maybe part of me wants to - the part that wants to be healed.
But the part that wants to protect myself from the pain by using the ED is much stronger right now. I don't know how to stop!
