I'm glad you were able to talk to new T. You are very brave. When I found out I was DID, I kept looking for ways to disprove it. I wasted a lot of time doing that, which probably hindered my progress in the beginning.

I wish I was braver, but I'm too much of a fraidy cat to read up on DID much. I also was concerned that my brain might latch onto things I read and recreate them. I did ask questions in the beginning but was too afraid to actually read any books on DID or any dissociative disorders. I sometimes think I could maybe read a book now about it, but I'm still too much of a fraidy cat. Thankfully my T answered a lot of questions I had about it. I also struggle with information concerning my health in other ways. I hope to get braver though.

Best of luck to you as you continue your journey.