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Originally Posted by Pomegranate
Maybe you feel like you need more attention? Like the people around you who you want attention from do not pay enough attention to you? So you make up problems to get their attention? Just a guess on my part.
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Sometimes I feel like this might be true...
I used to be sick a lot as a child because I had disability that was unstable. Now its stable. It got me a lot of attention when I was little due to people having to take care of me.
Maybe this is the answer? =\
I've also thought it mightve had to do with the enviroment I was brought up in. It was pretty unstable. dad was abusive and everyone was always constantly on edge. So my other theory is that I want to recreate it subconciously because its my "norm"
but somehow the attention thing seems more true.
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“In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.”-William Styron
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