Are you suffering from general anxiety or are there things going on at school specifically that are making you feel this way?
I've never had a lot of problems with school but many of the people I have become freinds with over the years I have lost because I accepted growing up, becoming more mature, thinking about my future. I couldn't wait to get my senior year over and done with!
My first year of college was so much fun. I went to a college where I knew no one! I knew it would force me to be more social even though I hated putting in that kind of effort. Over the next 2 years my freshmen best friends have changed dramatically and we aren't close anymore (I don't trust them)
I can graduate early if I want next year but I'm going to stay. It's important I give myself the opportunity to learn and when I graduate I'll be sooo proud of myself!
If you feel this bad you should find a professional to talk to. I have a lot of friends that have gone through tough times and have found therapists, counselors, and life coaches to help them. A friend of mine had an abortion and after finishing 2 more semesters she dropped out for 1. She didn't bother getting help, working to save money (the reasons she dropped out in the first place) she just partied. She just wasted a semester and got nothing done for herself.
I think if you could find the strength to continue you would know you accomplished something. Education is so important and it's important to finish what you started.
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Magz
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