Thank you so much for the insite. I really needed to hear what you had to say. It puts me more at ease with what is or isn't going on within my head. I am still scared to death. I don't know how I am going to be able to work tomorrow when today I couldn't even put in 4 hours of an 8 hour shift. I may have to take a leave of absense, but don't know yet. I told my dad I was thinking of taking a leave and no response. I hate that, no open communication there. I don't know what to do, is it time for me to move out, or will that just make it even worse.
Thanks again.