dear blue!! You have been in my thoughts a lot. I am so sorry that the memories and flashbacks and pain are so strong. Do you talk with your fosters about it at all? I can't imagine how you get through your day--the fact that you have shows you indominatable strength. I have no words for you, only hugs and wishs.

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"We can't talk at the same time! It doesn't work like that! I talk, you talk, I talk, you talk!!" ~ Peanut