Aha. I told Connor this and he doesn't believe me... So... I need to go see my dr asap I guess then... Dammit. I knew I shouldn't have done it... I've only stopped taking them for about a week... Does that still mean I need to be put back on the meds gradually?

GAAAAAHHHHHHH!! I KNEW I should've just done what I knew was RIGHT!!! Dammit!

Sigh. I don't need this. I may be on a major high at the moment, but I know that's not going to last long... I mean... I can feel myself slipping down anyway, especially at night. Let's hope I can see my GP early next week. I don't have a pdoc! :-/

I guess we'll see what happens next week... Until then, I'm tempted to just take my meds. Gaaaahhhh I don't want to have to do it behind Connor's back. That's not fair. It's not right. I know I don't agree with being on AD's and all that, but if I need them, I need them. I may even be able to be gradually taken off them and just put on sleeping tablets, not the sleeping tablets and ADs combined. We can only hope.

Today's been a great day. But it never lasts long Later I'll crash again. Just watch this space.