yeah idk. i just feel like everytime it looks like something good will happen, 10 other horrible things comes along. like i was offered a sweet internship this summer...then i got a herniated disc in my neck, a 250 dollar ticket (while on the clock that my manager refuses to pay for even though its their fault for never giving me a decal) and 800 out of 1000 dollars of my scholarship was taken away because, supposedly, i have too much aid already. sometimes i just want to bawl my eyes out.