LOL to your T's question. I don't think we really "want" any of this. I didn't choose to go through what i did to get to be "honored" with this DX. one time my T said she was kinda of envious of me---that there was so much we could do and so much creativity. I wasn't really sure how to answer her. or respond. So I said "just thank God you aren't me".
kinda crude, but sometimes outsiders look at the "cool" things, like the multi tasking, the creativity, having an isider that cleans --what ever, and forgets the road i've had to travel to get here.

I'm in a funk--sorry. Just my thoughts