Thank you for your reply.. i just met this T ..only once ...i will see her again and maybe i can make a better judgement if she can help or not ..
i dont think she likes us - she reminds me of a high school teacher i had once .. it was like she hated me from day 1.
but i will give her one more chance ..

all she told me was that dissociation was a coping mechanism .. as if i didnt know that aleady. but that was all .. she said my klonopin made the major depression worse than anxiety .. tapering off that now - with pdoc help.

i just would like to be in control and not have to isolate from ppl.
because everyone triggers us and i dont remember conversations at all or situations ..bits and pieces when i go out..
i want to be in full control and all these others gone !
i dont know how to do that.

any thoughts of how i can do this?