Hi, Kruzmissile!

I've never been any good at helping people feel better. Hopefully someone with the right words will post, or maybe you'll find the right thread or article to help you.

You're dealing with several biggies all at once: unemployment, relationship loss, anger, loneliness, treatment-resistant depression, and who knows what else. On top of all that you're trying to sustain your faith, too. Wow.

Check the PsychCentral homepage for a recent article by Therese J. Borchard, "8 Steps to Closure When a Friendship Ends." It has some ideas on surviving the end of a relationship.

I wish you the very best.