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Originally Posted by Elysium3006
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Very good points to remember. And you are right DID is NO joke. I hope I didn't offend you, or cause you to think that I was implying it was. This was not my intention.
When I was first diagnosed, I didn't know what was up. I had some thoughts and ideas, but I was really needing to figure things out.
The Doc that initially diagnosed me was a PhD and specializes in DID. I remember sitting on the couch talking with her and then she asked me to tell her about my others. I was able to make it through telling her about one, but while I was telling her about the second all I remember is that I got real dizzy, was flooded with hurt, got small and began to cry and I couldn't talk anymore. It was as if someone placed a steel plate over my mouth. My 9 yr old never speaks. He just sulks and cries. Sometimes he lashes out in anger but it's usually out of protection for the others.
She brought me back out of it but now looking back on it the whole thing seems like a dream and I don't remember much.
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I am so,so,so happy to hear that you do have a proper dx. It means everthing to me,and that finally a specific treatment is in order, inwhich is totally awesome,yet totally sucks.
There has been no offense on your part, by no means, it just hurts me to see all this untreated DID in this forum, when there are answers and there is help out there, for real for real.
It is tough to go through a real DID test. It scared the living crap out of me so bad I dont ever want to go through again....I was consiously unconcious....whoaaaa.....it scared me right into treatment....and been there ever since....almost a trauma anniverary....almost...the first day of an
amazing new life....and the creativity.....its true......24 may 2004
the day of my dx.....a day to remember.......coming up on 5 years an am the point of a case study to be presented at a lecture in september on, yes it is possable to recover from DID...if I want....an I want
and yes elysium, it is possable to have peace and recover from DID
