I remember once having my hair cut. I don't remember getting it cut, but when I saw it, it was a 70s style hair cut (it was in early 2000) and it triggered me so much. I don't know if I got the hair cut done on purpose when dissociated or that it just turned out that way, but looking at it sure made me dissociate. T said I was struggling a lot because of it. I'm kind of glad I don't have any memory of it, but even the thought of certain hair cuts really bother me and make me nervous.

I'm glad things are calm for now.