I moved away from my family when I was 19 because of my stepdads abuse...noone knew what happened they just judged me by my bad behavior which I chose to do to deal with the pain. I have told them since then what happened ,my mom divorced him thank God. But I still feel like I'm not a part of the family. I feel rejected and inferior. I still live pretty far away and try to visit once a year or so but it just hurts. They are my family and I love them.