Hi jj, we havent met yet so I hope it's ok with you that I post back to you. I'm Jinsi and we have lots of others inside too, and yes some of them are very sad...and I hope that someday the sad feels better for my insiders and for you, too.
I'm glad you had some time for you and got to come and write a little and I sure do hope you can talk to your doctor again.
Take care jj,
Jinsi