Hi Lady, nice to see you. What you are describing sounds difficult. It seems like a purely physiological reaction to me. That is, your body is taking over and you are left in the mess after. I wonder if there are ways to tell that this is happenig for you before it gets very bad? Also, though it is utterly disgusting, you can take the xanax under your tongue for quicker absorbtion. I am sorry this is happening. If you have any bit of control you may try to get off by yourself quick if this begins. Also, cold water help? Drinking, hands and face in cold water? Good luck.