I thought the depression fog was lifting yesterday. I'm finally getting the divorce I've been waiting for for the past 6 years. Then I went to bed, and slept for 12-13 hours, and I just feel like a reheated pile of s**t. I miss my kids like crazy. I have a friend right now who will be getting hers back in the next couple of weeks, and I m so insanely jealous, because she has all these people fighting for her, where as for me, it was me against the rest of the world... even my family. I'm getting scared about school... will I be able to wake up? That's why I had to drop last term... I could not get up, no matter how badly I wanted to. I just don't know what to do. I'm getting scared!