i feel the same way believe me.

Sorry about the vent .. yesterday.
just dont want to be shattered anymore.
So isolated and depressed.
Got triggered last night and now we are weak..from using all the energy and air.
We are losing our home soon .. from lay off.
i have to ok .. no dr to turn to soon.
so it has to be ok inside .. have to be in contol i do not have a choice.