I agree -- I often feel lonely, too. My biggest issues are hoarding (food, clothes, old mail, old AOL installation CDs, etc.) I am also too paranoid to throw away mail because I fear someone will find out something personal about me that I don't want to share. I also have ADHD, which means I also can't stay focused long enough to do anything about anything!

My house is a mess, so there are few people I'll allow into to come in. I call it absolute chaos, which I read somewhere on the internet this week stands for:

Can't
Have
Anyone
Over
Syndrome

I really like that one. It is so me.

Anyway, I feel your pain... this can be a tough thing to deal with!

Take care,

MHH