Hello kindness123....I've suffered from major depression since the age of 25...I'm now 47...too many ups and downs to list here...depression is the worst thing I've ever experienced in my entire life...nobody else can understand what we go through...hell....but I'm here to tell you that you can live with it...still find happiness...love...but it isn't easy...you really have to want to get better...fight for your right to be happy...you deserve it...I hope you start feeling better....