i cant pretend anymore i feel sad and scared and am all alone tonight ....i need someone to talk too but also scared to talk too...few days back i feel so sad coz feel rejected by few people and its hard and i still think about it till now ...why no one there when i need them most?wel maybe this my path i keep telling mys elf i should be happy and not gonna let my depression and few people ruining my life but ..now iam overwhelmed and end up crying alone and scared iam gonna do something bad...i hate me...