So I haven't posted in a long time. I guess I just haven't had much time and quit caring. At one point it felt like my best friend abandoned me and I was forced to tell my parents by someone else. After all of this I ended up not being able to leave the house without cutting, unless I had done it the day before and did it so much my wrist and hand were totally numb. Then I had a huge deal with my ex boyfriend and breaking my heart and very long story. I ended up making over 35 cuts on my wrist and couldn't feel my hand at all. The next day it was like my hand had just given out and I couldn't do much with it. Now it's back to normal and the cravings have begun once again. My parents have decided if I don't quit by the starting of school they are going to put me in a treatment center. Even if that means taking me out of school. It will be my senior year and I'm set to be Validictorian if nothing goes wrong. I just can't quit. I've tried. I made it a max of 7 days. I don't know what to do. Help...PLEASE....