Assuming there were no obstacles of any kind, what would you like to be doing?
A couple of things from your post jump out at me. You started and almost finished nursing school. There is a big demand for nurses pretty much all over the world. Would finishing be an option?
You love music. I do too, and would love to be a professional musician, but I know that is very difficult. Is there anything related to the music field that you could get into?
Good luck!

Wendy
<font color=purple>"The real problem of mental life is not why some people become insane, but rather why most avoid insanity." -Erich Fromm</font color=purple>
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