I have submitted my application for the Fall 2009 semester over 2 weeks ago...no response yet.

I already have one semester under my belt in this program. I got a GPA of 3.8!

Anxiety?? It's an all female program (I am female) and most of them are many years younger than me. Alot of catty, immature, gossipy behaviour. This makes me want to quit the program all together.

Then there are the numerous weekly assignments both small and mega big. And getting up for 8am classes when I am fully medicated and sleepy beyond words.

Each day was a struggle for me in the Fall 2008 semester. It was torture.

The instructors and head of the program are not empathetic to my medical condition whatsoever. And they seem to support the younger students over the old fossils like myself.

My latest or immature worry is this......what if in computer class a person approaches me and tells me that she is sitting in my chair while I am already sitting in "her chair". We aren't assigned chairs ... we just sit where ever we want to.

My head is spinning with worry about going back to college......