i was in a similar situation just recently.i am also a senior and i was just released from a psych hospital this week. i do believe you should seek help. i was forced to go,but dear even if u dont want to be there-try to get help-get SOMETHING out of it. it isnt as bad as u imagine and it will seem horrible if u allow it to be. i will be thinking about you. i can already see that u wont be able to quit any time soon-and deep down both u and your parents know it. sweetie u need help ok? i am here to talk whenever. my aol im is...troubcat123. keep me posted