Hi Puffy
I am in a similar situation and feel very much alone and sad. I have had to mourn the passing of family members alone. Recover from hospitalizations alone. List goes one!
I cry but its on the inside if you know what I mean. I have lost the ability to cry so ppl can see the tears.
You are not alone in this struggle Puffy!
(((((((((((Puffy)))))))))))))))))