just wanted to say thanks, was at another forum for awhile before i found this one, this seems to be more what i think i was looking for. needed to be able to talk to others with the same kind of problems to kinda help me understand all this.. think what i hate most is when i'm in the middle of saying something or doing something, then have absolutly no idea what is was. or forgetting where something is that has been in the same spot foe eons. it helps to read what you feel and think, and how others work through things. thanks.