(((daggy)))
wish I hadn't got through another day though. I just wanna die! I really do... I won't 'cause I'm too afraid, but wish I would. Instead I'm doing it slow.

It's alright though... when it really gets tough, when S goes off to London and K to New Zealand I'm gonna end up on psych ward 'cause I can't even cope now... can't even imagine what I'll be like then. And how am I meant to work in a school when I'm like this. Doc'll say I'm too unstable blah blah blah