I have made a decision to take time off from school so I can work on myself and get my life stablized. I have been dissociating more lately and have been having a hard time. Though I am getting closer to the anniversary of my most recent traumatic event. I don't think it helped that I found out he lived so close to me. But I moved, so I got that taken care of. I am though questioning my decision a little. My mom thinks it may be a mistake because she doesn't think I will go back to college. I am going into teaching though and I feel I need to be able to manage my life to be able to teach. I am really just so lost and confused right now about everything in my life. I am not ready for May.

Jennifer