I agree with mlpHolmes and strongly urge you to do what s/he suggests. Why don't you have a pdoc? I would also suggest you find one and tell him/her what's been going on. Go to a mental health clinic that charges on a sliding scale if you don't have medical coverage to pay for it.
And tell Connor to leave the medical diagnosing to the professionals.

You could have very serious consequences abruptly stopping your meds!