(((((( horsecab ))))))
I have read your post a few times now and thought that I need to say something positive but then I think we all feel like this from time to time. You seem to me like a kind and sensitive soul and there will be someone out there for you. It's not written in stone that you will be alone forever and you don't know that for sure. Hang in there friend.
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