Thank you all for your support. Need to clear something up. My brother who is in prison is not one who abused me. The one who abused me should be in prison too but he's who knows where. That is a whole other mess of emotions.
Thank you agin!
Was kinda scared to come back after posting was afraid I'd be ignored or told to be over it all ready, and all sorts of other fears. Thank you for not doing any of that!
lrks