she's so focused on her flashbacks and
what it's done to her
that she forgets "we" we part of it all too.
she forgets that the memories
and her just talking about how she is hurting
and stuff and her relaying her flashbacks
and reminding us of what day and time
that we are having problems with it too
she never asks about us.
memories are still there.

we have turned off the cell
put it in a drawer
won't check messages.
can't deal now
naomi