Hi Tryan, I totally appreciate your post and just how you feel. Extreme irritability is a symptom of Mania. Sometimes the highs are pleasant, sometimes, as you see, they're not. Continue any med regimen you have, if it's not working for you or you're not on any meds, please get the help you need. I've gotten myself into much trouble over the years when I couldn't keep my irriatability in check.
I'll continue to be here to support you. TgrsPurr.