Have you gotten some help yet, sweet cheeks? I am wondering.......I have been following your posts, was it you that went to California? If so are you still with someone to keep you safe?

I am still as concerned for you as I ever was!! Sorry, I am a mother and I sound like mum but I really think you need to explore the options of therapy.....this is not something that will just go away. I speak from many years of personal experience.....

Do it because you deserve to feel better, because you have a mission to heal and you have a responsibility to yourself to be safe!!!!! Please!!!

In stillness and take care