((((((((Kimmy)))))))) I'm so sorry you have so much to deal with now. The loss of your father must be so complicated and full of emotion.

Would writing help? Before bed can you help your insiders write or draw their feelings, so they will feel included, but not need to come out during the day time activities? What are your T's thoughts on how to handle all this stress? Have you been able to talk to him at all?

Wishing for one of those magic wands to wave away your hurt, emmy