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Yeah I get told they help a lot of people when they try to convince me to say yes.
I'm not saying that they don't though - because of course they do.
I rarely take an meds - but I do see your point there.
The reason I don't want to is because I don't think I need them and I really need to be alert and it would just make them believe me less.
Then the nurse said something which made me think about it more - so I told my psychologist and she understood so well.
Anyway the psychiatrist I was seeing kind of forced me to take a prescription (he was really nice - just that makes it sound like he wasn't) so the nurse said it was a really low dose.
I though it was low because I would just be starting them - so then I was thinking that must mean he didn't want me to take them, because he was unsure whether I was right or not.
The TV is helpful - it's not all the time - it's more like just telling me to be ready just in case.
The cameras suck - it started with 1 - then 1/2 - now like 10+ my parents think they are stars, but I know what they really are - but its scary to have people try and watch you and listen to what you're saying.
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