we get to feeling that way too sometimes---like friends avoid us.
hurts.
it's ok to feel this way. it's not selfish or anything.
maybe they are busy. who knows. but it doesn't
make the hurting or that yuk feeling go away.
i'd go have dessert with you for sure.
anything with icecream and chocolate

or a really good mocha capputino HMMMMM
i hope you are feeling a bit more settled today.
it really does feel lonely when friends don't seem
to be there and we need someone.