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Your illnesses have your perception all skewed! You've had some wonderful advise and caring shown to you, but you're rejecting it again.
Hope you don't get mad at me, but you know? Angie is right. I agree with her. Give yourself a break! Get off the computer and go back to bed. When one is as bad as you are, two things you need to do; either sleep it off or call the crisis line, the crisis line being your best option whether you believe it or not, want to or not.
Don't argue with me. JUST DO IT!
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.