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Well, I got my answer today. It was a completely normal day. Apparently they are holding some sort of memorial service though, which I think some kids are going to go to. That's the only reason why I went to school today- to see if anyone reacted visibly. (I was sick all day with either allergies or some kind of sinus infection)
And you're wrong, I don't feel any grief. Period. I feel sad when everyone else is bereaved, and I want to take their pain away. but I myself do not feel any sort of emotion attached to things like this. I have, and will most likely continue to treat people dying as something insignificant. I'll pause for a moment, think for a moment, and then live on like nothing happened. It's the way I am.
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