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Elysium · Apr 06, 2009, 07:46 PM

Thanks everyone...

I wish I could say that I felt better about it today...but it's happening again!! My friend only gets certain days off during the week and I don't expect her to spend all her time off with me in any way, shape, or form. She has other friends and a husband and I know that she is doing her best to spread herself around to everyone.

I guess I am just irritated because this issue seems to come up a lot with her and I. She knows about my disorders and doesn't feel comfortable when I talk about them..(I don't do this a lot), she teases me constantly that I am crazy and picks on me about my issues. Truth is, she has had just as much of a messed up life as I had, and she chooses not to deal with her own issues.

I wonder if she is jealous because I am doing what I can to change, or if it scares her to be around me because she is afraid of dealing with her issues and I remind her of the bad times she went through.

I just don't know....? I do know that I enjoy her company and she can help put a smile on my face in a matter of seconds. This is such a strange friendship...

I'm going out of may way to pay attention nd not be to needy, but this makes me sad and lonely.