((((((((((((ariesmars)))))))))))))

I'm so sorry that you're feeling so alone, but know that you are not alone in your feelings. I can relate to the loneliness, to wanting to be around people but hating people, to wanting to be held and comforted and told that it's all going to work out. Hang in there. You are not worthless or hated. You mean a great deal to me -- whenever you post, you are always so thoughtful and kind, and you deserve to find the same kindness in your own life.

Lots of hugs.