I am so tired of being manipulated. Actually, I'm tired of falling for it repeatedly. What's wrong with me that I keep being such a sucker and reacting to his manipulative ways? I see it but only after I have reacted. Makes me soooooo mad. It makes me look like the bad one or the idiot or whatever. He is like an alcoholic but he doesn't drink. I guess that makes me like the enabler......putting up with it over and over. I hate the way I'm feeling about all of this.
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